maybe i stopped caring. i saw a girl that made me all nervous, and ya it was hard for me to speak to her, but i see no need to pursue anything this year. dating, and pursuing girls has been a big part of my life, and its sort of weird to be away from that and genuinely not care about the ordeal.
the romantic pursuit is highly glorified, and because im away from it, i don't really know what to do. i do see pressure, but i don't care.
i had a dream a while back that i smelled some sweet incense smoke and this girl i went to highschool with came up in the dream and was sorta lecturing me, saying " Why did you do that, now you'll never be alone" i think girlfriends are over-rated, and a bunch more work than i realize. and unless im serious about a girl, i dont see any use in starting a partnership. the dream made me realize that never being alone can be a bad thing. like what if this chic is bad for me?
i dont have any answers.
sometimes i feel a muse can be persued, but if it is caught, than it is no longer a muse, therefor either ill be single forever, or i will stop trying to write songs.
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..as my dad says, "Es mejor estar solo, que mal acompañado¨. (i'll let you figure out what that means :D).
U know, ever since I can remember, I'm always saying I'm going to be single forever. My dad gets a kick out of me saying that. He laughs and says, "You're only saying that now, because you haven't met the right person." And u know what? He's right. We're young; there's no rush. Things will happen in God's time. I've learned that; it took me a while :)
Let everyone do their thing; let them be married at 22 years of age. That doesn't have to be you. I see so many of my friends my age getting married, in serious relationships, some with kids, and sure, it feels many times that i'm behind. But u know, that's them. Not me.
When you meet the right person, then all the little details won't matter. The details of being on the same page, having ones time frames match up, won't be an issue :-) It'll be worked out. So keep writing your songs, creating music. We may not have the answers, but God does. Keep on praying, keep on singing. Enjoy your time with friends, experiencing life, and all the beauty God has created in this world. In His time, your singleness will end :)
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