slow things are really interesting like slow motion, chilling underwater, snails, and turtles. no body gives that stuff any attention today it seems like everything is all fast paced. love is a fast song by copeland, ehh i dont know if i believe that. maybe. i dunno.
but i really found this one girl attractive last year. i mean honestly she was classy, and beautiful. she was a little older than me but i was cool with that. what really caught me off guard, was it actually seemed like she was digging me, she was laughing at my lame jokes, she understood my style. We would hang out a little, we started sitting next to each other in photo class. We started flirting a little bit. as cliche as this sounds her smile got me everytime. it expressed a mixture of things: 1. that she thought i was funny 2. that she was curious 3. that she was happy. all of which led me more attracted to her.
alright so i have tickets to this amazing concert explosions in the sky, and i wanted to ask her, but i didnt wanna do it in some lame uncreative way, and i didnt want to do something that would be too easy like the same thing i always do (write a short song and ask them) so i was thinking about this one time when she showed me her tattoo under her waistline. it was the chinese word for "friends". so i thought of an idea of writing "will you go on a date" in that region on me.
i showed up to class and told her i had gotten a tattoo of the chinese word for friends, and she didn't believe me, she asked where, and i told her. she still didn't believe me and she called me a poseur, haha. so in the middle of photography class sorta towards the back, i stand up and pull my pantelones (pants) down to show her. i was nervous as hell, so i put them back on after a few seconds, she said, "wait lemme see again!" pretty funny. and i asked "did you read it? you could understand it right?" my heart was beating like crazy, so i grabbed her hand and put it on my chest. she said she would go.
well you all know me, im still the same old g. i jumped the gun like crazy. i do this alot with girls im attracted to, its just instinct. i started telling her half jokingly half seriously hoping she would catch a certain drift that i thought she was attractive.
i started writing again. a bit of poetry, gave it too her. and when she read them, she took off. she started sitting back in her old spot in photo class. we didnt hang anymore. one thing she did say before she left was "i guess our feelings don't match up".
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