Sunday, December 11, 2011

sense priority.

I was just thinking about senses.
I think part of love definitely is physical, perhaps sensual.
But I was thinking, not that anyone should compromise their standards, but are there any priorities as far as sense? looks?
I started thinking about the worst things I could possibly imagine in my opinion based on the senses alone:

look -ugly naked dudes swimming in a pile of centipedes

smell -dung

taste- dung

touch- getting kicked in the nuts

hear- some really annoying person all out of tune

then the best:


look- beautiful angel

smell- beautiful angel's smell

taste-Mexican food

touch-sex

hear- my favorite song

What I found was that based on senses alone, probably the worst things I could possibly imagine are either getting kicked in the nuts, or eating dung.

But the best seem kind of like a package, not one takes priority, they all could be very important and fulfilling (sensually speaking).

No, I'm not saying that love is solely based off of sense. But what if there was no sensation? As I close my eyes and plug my ears and imagine, not smelling tasting or touching, it seems oddly peaceful. All I have are my memories thoughts and feelings. Even though I wouldn't be able to play guitar or sing or play drums or mix music or anything really I still think I would have a song in my heart. I would dream of music, and imagine. Perhaps I could get into a dangerous thought pattern about fantasies of things I could have done differently in the past. But I think it would ideally be one of those situations where I train my mind to stay focused and sane. I would have to think things out quite a bit, and with certain thoughts come certain emotions. One way I could get my mind to think like that is to pray. So the brain and the heart are left (when senses are gone), so I might as well do this (compare/contrast) for those too..

worst things I could imagine for my-

brain: massive ego
heart: genuine hatred

best things I could imagine for my-

brain: curiosity to learn
heart: Love of God


Now the ultimate question. If I did find that queen who had everything on that list and I got to the point that I totally fell in true Love with her but ALL my senses were taken away, would I be able to still Love her?

The facts are that I don’t really know. I can say that I’d like to imagine that I would. It would totally be hard. I would love her based on that memory. Of course my physical actions would be limited, but in my mind I think I would just be praying for her. I’d hope it would be like that music thing, but in a different way.

Even tougher
would you love her if she lost all her senses?

Like I said, I don’t really know. I would like to say that I would. I would totally take care of her. It would definitely be so hard. Writing songs for her that she can’t hear etc. I think that whole prayer thing comes into play.


conclusion:
I hope she will always spark my curiosity to learn more.
I hope she will always be encouraging me to put God first.

….and Mexican food, lots and lots of Mexican food.

Haha

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