Where am I?

Pray without ceasing.

I think it goes back to the heart of worship/living sacrifice thing. If we are living our lives for God, how can we live for him without communicating with him? I think we're supposed to always be talking to God, every second of the day. Worship is sometimes prayer.

Alright today I was listening to Delirious Did you feel the mountains tremble live in my car. I really started to feel God's love, and all of the sudden I got the chills. Normally they go away in a few seconds. But I didn't let it. I held onto God's blessings and focused completely on him. I was praying, whispering "Thank You God, Thank you God" It was a real spiritual experience.

I don't feel like God has told me "Jake, Get off your butt and be a missionary" I don't really know exactly how God works with his calling. I do know that somehow, my mind became real open to the possibility of going this year. Maybe its God thats impressing me to go. Maybe God is helping me to see it as an option. I really don't know how this stuff works. All I know is that I'm getting excited. Really excited.

I know its not going to be comfortable, and thats what I want. I want to go and make a change and grow. I want to become a Man of God, the man God designed me to be. I want God to be in every decision I make. I want to be on the alter as a living sacrifice. Constantly Worshiping our Savior who is worthy of all praise.